
Every Summer After
"Every Summer After" by Carley Fortune tells the story of Persephone Fraser, who returns to her childhood home after a decade away. She reconnects with Sam Florek, her former love, at his mother's funeral. As they confront past mistakes, they must decide if their love can overcome the hurt of their past. This novel explores themes of love, forgiveness, and the power of second chances.
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- 1. Some people are lucky like that. They meet their best friend, the love of their life, and are wise enough to never let go.
- 2. I loved you so much that the word 'love' didn't seem big enough for how I felt.
- 3. Betrayals don’t cancel each other out. They just hurt more.
Chapter 1 Six Summers at the Lake
Percy Fraser is twelve years old when her parents buy a cottage on Crow Lake in Barry's Bay, Ontario, a decision that will forever alter the course of her life. Feeling out of place and lonely, she spends her first days at the lake reading mystery novels on the dock, watching the neighboring cottagers with curiosity. It's there that she meets Sam Florek, the boy next door whose family has owned their cottage for generations.
What begins as a tentative friendship quickly blossoms into something deeper. Sam, quiet and thoughtful, introduces Percy to the rhythms of lake life—swimming in the cool waters, searching for beach glass, and eating ice cream at the local shop. They share a love of reading, though Sam prefers fantasy while Percy devours mysteries. Their connection is immediate and profound, built on countless summer days spent together, talking about everything and nothing at all.
"I just like the idea that there's magic in the world," Sam tells her one afternoon as they discuss books, his eyes reflecting the shimmer of the lake.
As the summers pass, their relationship evolves. At thirteen, they experience the awkwardness of growing bodies and new feelings. By fourteen, they're inseparable, spending every possible moment together, developing secret languages and inside jokes. Percy becomes integrated into the Florek family, finding warmth in Sam's mother's kitchen and camaraderie with his older brother Charlie.
By fifteen, their friendship begins its subtle transformation into something more. Lingering glances, accidental touches that feel electric, and a growing awareness of each other that's both thrilling and terrifying. While they navigate these unspoken feelings, they also share their deepest dreams—Sam's passion for writing and Percy's uncertainty about her future.
The summer they turn sixteen marks a pivotal shift. During a late-night swim under a canopy of stars, they finally acknowledge what has been building between them for years. Their first kiss, tender and uncertain, changes everything. They fall into a passionate first love, spending their days swimming, reading side by side, and their nights discovering each other. Percy experiences the heady rush of first love, memorizing every detail of Sam—the constellation of freckles across his shoulders, the exact shade of blue in his eyes, the way his hand perfectly envelops hers.
Their final summers at seventeen and eighteen are intense and bittersweet. They make promises about the future, planning for college and beyond, certain that their love is strong enough to withstand distance and time. Percy feels a sense of permanence with Sam that she's never experienced before—he is her past, present, and what she believes will be her future.
But beneath this idyllic love story runs an undercurrent of tension. Percy senses something changing in Sam during their last summer together. He becomes more withdrawn, spending more time alone writing, sometimes disappearing for hours. When she questions him, he assures her everything is fine, but the distance growing between them feels insurmountable. And then, in one catastrophic night of misunderstandings and poor decisions, Percy makes a mistake that shatters everything they've built together. The summer ends with broken hearts and severed ties, leaving Percy with only memories of what once was and the crushing weight of her own actions.
Chapter 2 The Return to Barry's Bay
Twelve years have passed since Percy Fraser last set foot in Barry's Bay. Now thirty, she has built a successful career as a magazine editor in Toronto, filling her days with work and her nights with meaningless social engagements. When she receives a call about the sudden death of Charlie Florek, Sam's older brother, Percy finds herself compelled to return to the place that holds both her happiest memories and most painful regrets.
The drive to Barry's Bay is filled with anxiety and nostalgia. Each familiar landmark triggers a cascade of memories—the corner store where she and Sam bought popsicles, the beach where they spent countless hours swimming, the hidden cove where they first made love. Percy hasn't spoken to Sam since that fateful summer night twelve years ago, and the thought of facing him again makes her heart race with a mixture of dread and longing.
"You can't outrun your past," her mother had told her once. "It always finds a way to catch up with you."
When Percy arrives at the funeral, she immediately feels like an intruder. The community that once embraced her now regards her with cool curiosity or outright hostility. She catches glimpses of familiar faces—Sam's parents, now significantly older; childhood acquaintances who have grown into adults with families of their own; and finally, inevitably, Sam himself.
The sight of him knocks the breath from her lungs. At thirty-one, Sam has grown from the lanky teenager she once knew into a man with broad shoulders and a guarded expression. Their eyes meet across the crowded room, and Percy feels the weight of twelve years of silence and unspoken words between them. His face reveals nothing, but the tension in his jaw suggests he hasn't forgotten the pain she caused.
After the service, Percy musters her courage and approaches Sam to offer her condolences. Their interaction is stiff, formal, worlds away from the easy intimacy they once shared. When she mentions returning to Toronto the next day, something flickers in Sam's eyes—relief, perhaps, or disappointment. But circumstances intervene when Sam's mother Sue, devastated by grief, asks Percy to stay a few days longer to help sort through Charlie's belongings.
Percy finds herself unable to refuse, and so begins her unexpected extended stay in Barry's Bay. She settles into her parents' cottage, now rarely used and filled with dust and memories. Each morning, she walks the familiar path to the Florek cottage, passing the dock where her history with Sam began. Working alongside Sam and his parents to go through Charlie's possessions creates a strange intimacy, forcing them to navigate a complex dance of politeness and underlying tension.
As days pass, Percy discovers that Sam now runs the local bookstore in town, having abandoned his early dreams of becoming a writer. He lives in a small apartment above the shop, his life seemingly as contained and careful as his interactions with her. When she asks about his writing, his response is clipped: "Some dreams don't survive reality." The words hang between them, laden with unspoken implications.
Despite their efforts to maintain distance, Barry's Bay is too small for complete avoidance. They find themselves repeatedly thrown together—at the local diner, on the beach, at community gatherings for Charlie. With each encounter, the carefully constructed walls between them begin to crack. Small moments of their old connection slip through—a shared laugh over a memory of Charlie, the reflexive way they reach for the same book, their unconscious synchronicity as they work side by side.
As Percy reacquaints herself with the rhythms of lake life, she also reconnects with the part of herself she left behind twelve years ago. Away from the demands of her career and the superficial relationships that fill her Toronto existence, she rediscovers simple pleasures—swimming at dawn when the lake is perfectly still, reading for hours without checking her phone, breathing air that tastes of pine and possibility.
Chapter 3 Confronting the Past
One week stretches into two, and Percy finds herself unable to leave Barry's Bay. The official reason is her continued help with Charlie's affairs, but the truth is more complicated. With each passing day, the carefully constructed narrative she's maintained about her past with Sam begins to unravel. Memories rise to the surface unbidden—not just of their final, painful summer, but of all the beautiful moments that came before.
Late one evening, Percy discovers an old shoe box filled with mementos while clearing out a closet in her parents' cottage—ticket stubs from movies she and Sam watched together, a pressed wildflower he once tucked behind her ear, photographs capturing their evolution from children to lovers. Each item is a thread connecting her to a past she's tried desperately to forget. When she finds the mixed tape Sam made for her sixteenth birthday, she plays it on an old stereo, and the music transports her back to moonlit swims and whispered promises.
"The thing about memories," Sam tells her days later as they sort through Charlie's photographs, "is that they're never quite accurate. We remember what we need to, not necessarily what happened."
The comment feels pointed, an opening to a conversation they've been avoiding. That night, a summer storm rolls across the lake, lightning illuminating the sky and thunder shaking the windows. Percy finds herself at the local bar seeking shelter, and there is Sam, alone at a corner table. The storm has trapped them together, and after two glasses of whiskey, the barriers between them finally begin to crumble.
They speak of Charlie first—safe territory, shared grief. But inevitably, their conversation turns to their own history. Twelve years of silence break open, and words pour out like water through a broken dam. Sam reveals that after their breakup, he abandoned his college plans and traveled aimlessly before returning to Barry's Bay, too wounded to pursue his writing dreams. Percy confesses how she threw herself into building a career, using work as a shield against feeling anything too deeply.
As the storm rages outside, they circle closer to the central question they've both been avoiding: what really happened that final summer night? The night when Percy, feeling Sam pulling away and terrified of losing him, made the catastrophic decision to kiss his friend Will at a party—a moment Sam witnessed. The memory is still raw, the pain visible in Sam's eyes as he recounts seeing them together, believing it was proof that Percy's love had been as shallow as he feared.
Percy, finally able to share her side, explains the insecurity and fear that drove her actions. How Sam's increasing withdrawal and secretiveness made her believe he was preparing to end things. How the kiss with Will meant nothing beyond a desperate attempt to feel wanted when she felt Sam slipping away.
But as they exchange perspectives, new information emerges. Percy learns that Sam had been secretive that summer because he was working on a novel—a love story inspired by their relationship—and had received interest from a publisher. He had planned to surprise her with the news before they left for college, hoping it would prove he could build a future worthy of her.
This revelation shifts everything Percy thought she knew about their past. What she interpreted as emotional withdrawal was actually Sam's intense creative focus. What he saw as her casual betrayal was actually a moment of insecurity and misplaced fear. The tragedy of their separation was built on misunderstandings too large to overcome at eighteen, without the tools to communicate their deepest fears.
As the storm subsides in the early hours of the morning, they walk together along the wet streets of Barry's Bay. They arrive at the shore of Crow Lake, where the water lies still and reflective after the storm. Standing at the edge of the dock where they first met, Percy and Sam acknowledge the years wasted through pride and poor timing. There is no dramatic reconciliation, no passionate embrace—only the quiet recognition that the past cannot be changed, but perhaps it can be understood differently.
Chapter 4 The Truth Behind the Betrayal
In the days following their storm-night confessions, Percy and Sam exist in a strange new territory—no longer estranged, but not yet reconciled. They continue working together to settle Charlie's affairs, but now their silence carries different weight. Glances linger longer; their hands accidentally brush and neither pulls away immediately. The town notices the shift, and gossip spreads rapidly through Barry's Bay that Percy Fraser and Sam Florek might be finding their way back to each other.
Percy extends her stay at the lake indefinitely, requesting remote work from her magazine. Her Toronto life—once so important—now feels distant and hollow compared to the authenticity of her days in Barry's Bay. She begins spending evenings at Sam's bookstore, helping with inventory and discussing literature like they used to as teenagers. These conversations reveal how they've both changed and remained the same—Percy still loves mysteries but has developed an appreciation for literary fiction; Sam still reads fantasy but has embraced historical narratives that explore human resilience.
"Books are time machines," Sam tells a young customer while Percy watches from behind a shelf. "They let you live a thousand lives and learn from each one."
One rainy afternoon, as they shelve books together in comfortable silence, Sam hesitantly asks if Percy would like to read something he's written. Heart pounding, she accepts. That evening, alone in her cottage, Percy reads the manuscript Sam has kept hidden for years—not the novel from that last summer, but something newer, rawer. It's a story of loss and second chances, and though the names are different, Percy recognizes herself and Sam on every page. The protagonist's journey mirrors Sam's own—a young man who loses his first love and spends years trying to write his way back to himself.
The manuscript reveals depths of Sam's pain and growth that conversations couldn't capture. Percy reads until dawn, tears streaming down her face, understanding for the first time the full impact of their separation on Sam. She sees how he transformed his heartbreak into art, how he never truly moved on despite relationships with other women, how his writing became both his escape and his way of preserving what they had.
The next day, Percy seeks out Sam at his favorite thinking spot—a clearing in the woods overlooking the lake. When she finds him, words fail her. Instead, she hands him a letter she wrote after finishing his manuscript, explaining how she too has carried their story with her, how it informed her inability to fully commit to anyone else, how she measured every subsequent relationship against what they had and found them all wanting.
As Sam reads her letter, Percy watches emotions play across his face—surprise, pain, and something like hope. When he looks up, the question in his eyes is clear: Where do we go from here?
That question hangs between them as they're pulled into preparations for a memorial service the town is holding for Charlie. Working side by side with Sam's parents and Charlie's friends, they collect photographs and stories, creating a celebration of Charlie's life. Through this process, they discover new facets of the man Charlie became—his volunteer work with troubled teens, his quiet generosity, the respect he commanded in the community.
During the memorial, Sam delivers a eulogy that moves everyone to tears. He speaks of Charlie's influence on his life, how his brother taught him about resilience and forgiveness. Percy watches from the crowd, seeing the man Sam has become—thoughtful, articulate, strong in his vulnerability. When their eyes meet across the room, something passes between them—understanding, forgiveness, possibility.
Later that night, as they walk along the shore after everyone has gone, Sam finally asks the question they've been circling: "What do you want, Percy?" The simplicity of the question belies its complexity. What does she want? Her career in Toronto? The comfort of the life she's built? Or this second chance with the only man she's ever truly loved?
Percy realizes that while she's been helping sort through Charlie's belongings, she's also been sorting through her own past, separating what matters from what doesn't. Her answer comes with certainty that surprises them both: "I want to stop running from the best thing that ever happened to me."
This time, there is no dramatic kiss, no immediate declaration that everything is fixed. Instead, Sam takes her hand, a simple gesture that feels momentous after twelve years apart. They sit on the dock where they first met, feet dangling in the cool water, and begin the careful, hopeful work of building something new from the foundations of what they once had.
Chapter 5 Rebuilding What Was Lost
Summer begins to wane in Barry's Bay, the days growing shorter and the nights cooler. Percy's extended stay has stretched into months, her Toronto apartment sublet, her life increasingly rooted in the community she once fled. She splits her time between remote work for the magazine and helping Sam at the bookstore, their professional lives intertwining as naturally as their personal reconnection.
Their relationship evolves with careful deliberation. Unlike the headlong rush of teenage love, this adult version progresses with thoughtful consideration. They agree to weekly "official" dates—dinners at the local restaurant, hikes through autumn forests, sailing on the increasingly chilly lake. Between these structured encounters, they find countless small moments of reconnection—morning coffees on the dock, shared reading sessions by the fire, spontaneous debates about books and films that remind them of their intellectual compatibility.
"We're doing this backward," Sam jokes one evening as they wash dishes side by side in his apartment. "Most people fall in love, break up, and then become friends. We were friends, fell in love, broke up, and now we're becoming friends again while falling in love again."
Physical intimacy returns gradually, beginning with held hands and tentative kisses that grow more confident as weeks pass. When they finally make love again, it's both familiar and entirely new—their bodies remembering patterns from years before while discovering the changes time has wrought. Afterward, lying tangled together, Percy realizes that while teenage passion was intoxicating, this deeper connection—informed by loss, growth, and conscious choice—feels infinitely more substantial.
But rebuilding isn't without challenges. Old patterns threaten to reassert themselves—Percy's tendency to withdraw when feeling vulnerable, Sam's habit of processing emotions through solitary writing rather than conversation. When Percy receives an offer for a promotion in Toronto that would require her physical presence in the office, the fragility of their reconciliation is exposed. The prospect of distance awakens dormant insecurities, leading to their first serious argument since reuniting.
In the silence following harsh words, they each retreat to separate corners of Barry's Bay to consider what they truly want. Percy walks the shoreline where they spent their summers, weighing the career she's built against the relationship she's rebuilding. Sam sits in his bookstore after hours, surrounded by stories of love and loss, contemplating whether they're simply repeating history or writing something new.
It's Sue Florek who ultimately bridges the gap between them. Still grieving Charlie but determined to help her other son find happiness, she invites Percy for tea. In the kitchen where Percy spent so many teenage afternoons, Sue shares wisdom earned through decades of marriage and the recent pain of loss.
"Love isn't about perfect timing or convenient geography," Sue tells her. "It's about choosing each other, every day, especially when it's difficult. Charlie never found what you and Sam have. Don't waste it because you're afraid."
This conversation becomes a turning point. Percy realizes that her ambition has partly been a shield against vulnerability, while Sam recognizes that his contentment in Barry's Bay doesn't mean limiting Percy's opportunities. When they finally talk, really talk, they begin envisioning a future that accommodates both their dreams—perhaps splitting time between Toronto and Barry's Bay, leveraging remote work, exploring whether the bookstore could expand to include an online literary magazine that Percy could help develop.
As they brainstorm possibilities, Percy is struck by how different this feels from their teenage planning. Those early dreams were beautiful but untested by reality. These new plans are grounded in who they've become, not who they imagined they might be. There's a solidity to this version of their relationship, built on the foundation of knowing exactly what they stand to lose.
One crisp autumn evening, Sam takes Percy to the clearing in the woods where they once planned their futures. He's brought a picnic and a bottle of wine, and as the sun sets over Crow Lake, he shows her the dedication page of his newly completed novel: "For P, who taught me that some stories deserve a second draft."
There, surrounded by trees ablaze with fall colors, Sam tells Percy he's submitted the manuscript to publishers. More importantly, he's ready—truly ready—to build a life with her that honors both their individual dreams and their shared ones. Not with the desperate certainty of youth, but with the hard-won wisdom of adults who understand that love requires both compromise and courage.
As darkness falls and they make their way back to the lake guided by flashlights, Percy feels a sense of homecoming that transcends place. Whether in Barry's Bay or Toronto or somewhere yet unknown, she's found her way back to the person who knows her most completely. The future remains unwritten, but for the first time in twelve years, she's not afraid of the blank pages ahead.
Chapter 6: The Promise of Second Chances
A year passes, marked by seasons at the lake and stretches in the city as Percy and Sam navigate their new reality. Percy accepted the promotion in Toronto but negotiated a flexible arrangement allowing her to spend long weekends and part of each month in Barry's Bay. Sam's novel found a publisher, launching his long-deferred writing career while he maintains the bookstore with help from a local student. Their lives have settled into a rhythm that honors both their individual paths and their shared journey.
It's early summer again when they gather with friends and family at the Florek cottage to celebrate two milestone events—the publication of Sam's novel and their engagement. The dock where they first met at twelve years old has been decorated with string lights and wildflowers. Sue Florek moves among guests with a tray of champagne, her grief for Charlie now balanced by joy for her younger son. Percy's parents, who sold their cottage years ago, have returned for the occasion, amazed and delighted by the circuitous route that led their daughter back to Barry's Bay and Sam.
"Some people spend their whole lives looking for what you two found when you were twelve," Percy's father tells them during his toast. "It just took you a while to recognize its value."
As evening falls and guests begin to depart, Percy and Sam slip away to the end of the dock, feet dangling in the cool water just as they did that first summer. They've spent countless hours here—as children, as teenagers in love, as estranged former lovers, and now as adults choosing each other with clear eyes and full hearts.
Percy watches the sunset paint the lake in shades of gold and pink, thinking about the parallel tracks of her life—the successful career she's built and the love she nearly lost forever. She's learned that having both requires constant attention and care, regular evaluation and adjustment. Some weeks she's more editor than fiancée; other weeks she's more present at the lake than in editorial meetings. The balance isn't perfect, but it's intentional, and that makes all the difference.
Sam, watching her watching the sunset, reflects on how their story could have ended twelve years ago. A different version of himself might have never returned to Barry's Bay, might have abandoned writing altogether, might have hardened his heart against the possibility of Percy's return. Instead, grief brought her back into his life, and courage—from both of them—kept her there.
His novel, loosely based on their story but with its own fictional turns, has received positive early reviews. Critics have praised its authentic portrayal of young love lost and the more complicated adult love that can sometimes take its place. The protagonist's journey from creative paralysis to renewed artistic passion particularly resonates with readers. Sam finds it strange and wonderful to see their personal history transformed into something universal, their specific pain and joy speaking to experiences many share.
As darkness settles over the lake, they float on their backs beneath a canopy of stars, just as they did as teenagers. The water holds them, cool against warm skin, a constant in their ever-changing story. Percy reaches for Sam's hand, their fingers intertwining in the water, and thinks about how differently she understands love now than she did at eighteen.
Teenage Percy believed love was about intensity—the all-consuming passion and dramatic heights of emotion that made ordinary life seem pale by comparison. Adult Percy has discovered that real love is both simpler and more complex—it's choosing someone day after day, it's working through differences rather than being devastated by them, it's building something enduring from both joy and disappointment.
They've decided to marry the following summer, here at the lake where everything began. Not to recapture what they once had, but to honor it while creating something new. Their engagement rings—simple bands of silver—catch the moonlight as they swim, twin flashes beneath the water's surface.
Later, wrapped in towels on the dock, Sam shares news he's been saving—his publisher wants a second book, and he's already begun writing it. This one isn't about their past but imagines their future, speculating about the life they might build together. It's both terrifying and exhilarating to fictionalize possibilities that haven't yet unfolded, to create characters based on who they might become rather than who they've been.
Percy listens, enchanted by the glimpses into Sam's imagination, recognizing herself in his descriptions while marveling at the aspects he's invented. It strikes her that this is what second chances are truly about—not simply returning to what was, but creating something that couldn't have existed before. Their separation, painful as it was, gave them experiences and perspectives essential to the relationship they're building now.
As they walk back to the cottage beneath a sky crowded with stars, Percy contemplates the strange circular nature of their journey. Twelve summers ago, they stood in this same spot, eighteen and heartbroken, believing their story had ended. Now they understand it had barely begun.
The lake stretches before them, reflecting constellations in its dark surface. Percy thinks about how water holds memory—every summer inscribed in its depths, every version of themselves preserved in its rhythms. Tomorrow they'll swim again, continuing the pattern established decades ago, writing new memories atop the old ones.
Back at the cottage, surrounded by remnants of their celebration, Sam pulls Percy close and whispers, "Every summer after this one belongs to us." It isn't a declaration of perfect happiness or a promise that challenges won't come. It's simply an acknowledgment that whatever the future holds, they'll face it together—at the lake, in the city, wherever life takes them.
And Percy, leaning into the embrace of the boy she met on a dock and the man she's chosen to build a life with, finally understands that some stories don't end. They evolve, transform, and continue—like the lake itself, constant yet ever-changing with each passing season.